Update on Life

relationship is goin very very well. me and my best friends. still iffy as usual. i already lost about maybe 3. we faded. i'm not gonna work to get it back. I have come to the conclusion that my relationship with my best friends will always be somewhat iffy due to my paranoia. i always think one small thing could change something in a big way. i can't help it. i just cope with it. any help would be greatly appreciated but other than that life is goin alright. i back bloggin so expect more. especially this up coming week. thanksgiving break :)